Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Living with Hashimotos: I feel like it's my birthday.

Today is an amazing day.  I see God's hand moving in my life, it feels like today is a birthday of sorts - like it's my birthday - but it's not.

Have you ever loved something so much - something that you had to give up for a time?  In my life I discovered that I loved swimming.  I loved it so much.  With God's help and the guidance of a beloved friend - who is also a fitness mentor and Christian woman mentor, I started swimming after nearly 20+ something years of absence.  I wasn't even sure if I could really swim, I was venturing into the unknown.  As a  young person I used to love to ride bikes miles away to the lake and then swim across the lake.  I started swimming when I was six months old.  But years had passed - nearly 20 or so years when I really barely touched the water for swimming - an occasional dip was all.

With the help of a beloved friend and mentor; she encouraged me, challenged me -- just swim...  Get in the water and swim three times a week for 30 minutes.  Rest at each end of the pool. I'll meet with you in a month and we'll work on your swim stroke.  So I did...  Wow was that hard!!  I would rest at the end of the pool for MINUTES!!

I care about modesty and I really wasn't comfortable swimming next to men - especially wearing such a small amount of clothing...  But I had three swimsuits on - and I wasn't a pretty sight.  That's how I wanted it -- I wasn't anything good to look at, a bit mismatched, layering on the suits I found way to swim modestly.  A one piece suit to take care of this issue - another one piece to cover that issue...  And then a pair of swim shorts for some length and coverage.  I was good.

I went into the sauna to pray and sing hymns while I stretched before I entered the water.  It brings tears to my eyes now because swimming became a time for me to spend with God.  While I worked out increasing my fitness ability, I was communing with God, singing, praying and trusting Him for the laps that would come. 

...To be continued


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